Day 36 July 18, 2010

An emotional Sunday. I had a lot of trouble sleeping last night because I was so uncomfortable in my own skin, due to the grief and sadness of the loss of my friend. I got up a few times and just wrote, at one point I just lay in bed listening to the Zen music channel on the tv. Sleep never really entered the picture. But I lay there, and waited for my alarm to go off and when it did a good song was playing and I just lay in bed and listened to the music and seriously debated getting up and going to the meeting or just stay where I was. Since sleep was out of the question I decided it was a better idea to get up. The meeting was its usual level of amazing and we opted to not go out afterwards. We put on a movie, Gloria. I fell asleep toward the end and when I woke up and was given some choices and I decided I would try and get some more sleep, which didn't work, so I just got up and worked on a craft. Then I headed out to help do some painting on the chicken coup which is being turned into a tack room for the business. Tomorrow is a full day.