Happy July 5!
I woke to an empty house somewhere around later than 11 but earlier than early afternoon, only to get bit by a clean the kitchen bug, which I did. That pretty much drained me of any energy I may have had. My head, instead of being proud of what I had done, went straight to looking at the things that still could use some cleaning and I lacked the ability to be proud of myself all day, even when I state aloud that I chose to just be proud of what I did. No one, and I mean no one was telling me I didn't do enough and there was still more, in fact they told me the kitchen looked and smelled great. I am starting to really understand what kind of damage is inflicted upon a child when they are not encouraged, when there best is not ever good enough, and there is always better. Maybe that is why I am so attracted to theater since there is always better. It is it's own twisted sadism somehow.
After I cleaned the kitchen, I ate breakfast and got in the shower and chilled for a bit. I made some lunch before we headed in to town to go to costco for tp and pt(paper towels). Costco was dead, and very strange, and it is apparently that quiet all the time. We headed off to the incredible meeting and off to bbq dinner.
Just another ordinary day. I guess not everyday can be an adventure.
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